Nightmare That's Haunting

I had a dream this morning
A dream thats...
That I can't seem to forget since I got up till now
A dream thats...
Is telling me
That if I don't change my ways
This can happen to me...
Which what had happened to me 5 years ago...

Now I started to remember a bit of my past
Not something I want to recall
But I can also imagine
The same thing happening again
If I behave the same way...
So maybe the last 5 years...

My problem was not anyone, but myself?

Its strange, when I hate myself
Somone wants to stop it
And start loving myself instead to become a better person in life
And to those around me who love me...

Am I really worth all that...?