What have I done?

It seems I have done it all over again. Why won't I just learn?

I seem to have spoilt my day and Fluffy's. I feel lousy now...just swallowing what I had said earlier to him. Now ended up I just spoil everything.

I hate it when I do this. Then why do I keep doing over and over again? I'm tired. I'm getting Fluffy upset over everything too. I have to learn and be strong and make sure I DO NOT EVER do this again. It doesn't seem to benefit anyone...it brings nothing but unhappiness.

I'm really a BITCH. Yeah, I want to highlight it that every girl can be a bitch any other time. Most of them are bitchy when they are in fights.

BITCH BITCH BITCH. I'm bitching here now.

Enough is enough. I don't want to just do talking and no actions. I have to really be stronger and learn to not nitpick and watch what I say. I guess I just tend to follow with my emotions.

That is really bad.

Live and learn.